Ever since I had that argument with my best friend, Chloe, I feel that
we live in two different worlds with a brick wall in between separating us.

It was a silly, petty argument, but yet it ended up like this. I miss
chatting to her every day. I miss our friendship. I was willing to go and say
sorry to her and make up but every time I do, I get pushed back and I chicken
out because I know that she was unwilling to forgive me.

Every time she walks past me in college, I always get a cold glare from
her. And every time this happens I feel that a brick gets added onto the wall.
Even in class, the wall seems to be there. I mean she sits at like the opposite
side of the classroom from me. It’s extremely hard for me and for her when the
teacher teams us up. We already don’t talk to each other, working in pairs was
even harder. We just end up doing our own separate work even though we get told
off by our teachers for doing that. I mean what else can I do? She refuses to
talk to me. How can I work with her if she’s like that?

I just can’t cope with it anymore. I’m just lost to the brick wall. That
wall has demolished any chances of me ever getting be friends with Chloe. I
mean, I want to be friends back with her but the wall has been built so high
that it makes it hard.

I just don’t understand. We were such close friends with each other. We
told each other everything. Yet this close friendship can be destroyed so
easily by such a small argument.

I just wish this wall made of bricks will be demolished one day… I hope
so.